at the cosmos and the wilderness

death-give means the same thing as life-take

immaturity ahead

ok 20-somethings if you want to know how to regain that youthful teenage glow just move back in to your parents’ house for an indeterminate amount of time while you have nothing to do!  i can’t believe how angsty and annoyed i am getting at the dumbest things of all life, i just want to be aloneee arrgghh

this house is not my house anymore, it is just like the worst place to do what i want to do right now, freezing cold, no sunlight in my room, no workspace, worst lighting i’ve ever seen in a house, have to drive everywhere, far away from like everyone, bizarrely loud in the morning when my dad is making phone calls in his office above my room and the neighbors have their grandkids over playing in the driveway like 10 feet from my sleeping head, too afraid to go take a walk if my neighbors are outside because what if i have to talk to them and they’ll ask why i’m home no please so i pace around for 10 minutes and then charge out with my headphones in just ignoring everyone briskly powerwalking away into the forest

seriously just no i don’t want to be a teenager anymore augh and i have at least 2 more months i can’t stand it

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